i always thought you would change, but boy, was i wrong.
Tuesday, December 22, 2009 @ 11:14 AM
living my last few days and back to that humid island, i call home. (:
have been thinking to myself lately. people are not what they seem to be. i was reading my old posts and sometimes i wonder, WHAT THE FUCK WAS I THINKING, TYPING ALL THAT RUBBISH. knnccb. well, i was dumb and stupid la. hahaha. (: okay. i just had cheesecake and ben&jerrys. im a happy girl.
Goodnight
--xoxo,
aidachew
aidachew
Sunday, December 20, 2009 @ 12:12 PM
im back in orlando. and its counting down till im going back. 5 more days here, another day in houston and den, SINGAPORE. i think i havent missed singapore this much man. sianxzxz. jasper, this is all your fault man. hahaha.
--xoxo,
aidachew
aidachew
im done with houston. (:
Sunday, December 13, 2009 @ 11:52 AM
hello hello hello. hahaha. went down to nasa space center. the place where the first space shuttle was launched and the first humans to set foot on the moon. interesting facts. hahaha. i was surprised i wld be interested in it. (: den went down to ross for more shopping. well, not me but my mum. nothing caught my eye there. i cant seem to find the things my friends asked me to buy. hahaha. no CK bracelet. no Manhattan portage bags. ohh well. just have to keep searching.
zara, im looking out for your dvds so dont worry. and babe, yours too. hahaha. (: flying off to orlando tmr evening. going to the zoo in the morning, some other museums as well. boring sia. houston isnt all that fun unless you're with ur friends and not family members. my cigarette pack has last me for four days, soon to be five. hahaha. i might as well stop smoking alr. (:
i miss singapore. i miss gwen, sharon and victor. i miss babe. i miss hafiz, reiko, baby, elias and childhood friend. hahaha. and the list goes on. but these are the few ive been spending most of my time with. (: my family is currently all aslp except me. we're suppose to be waking up early but i cant seem to sleep. babe's showering now for his friend's wedding. imu!
okay. im going to try slping. the aircon is making my fingers freeze.
Goodnight
i see you're doing just fine without me, but now, im doing way better than you. (:
--xoxo,
aidachew
aidachew
houston
Saturday, December 12, 2009 @ 10:17 AM
its my day two. (: hahah. i went shopping today, bought two kate spade bags, tops and shoes. omg omg. so exciting. and this is only day two. and i cant imagine what other rubbish am i going to buy in the next two weeks man. hahaha. okay.
there's nothing much to type now. im just really bored and hoping babe wakes up but its a sat so i doubt so unless he's working. hahaha. ):
Goodnight
sleep sleep sleep
--xoxo,
aidachew
aidachew
two more days
Monday, December 7, 2009 @ 12:47 PM
sat night, spent it with syad and co cause he was going for NS alr tmr. ): im going to miss him sia. hahaha. clarke quay for drinking, but i didnt have the mood to drink. things happened, blah blah. bused to simei to meet baby and ashraf. melville to meet hafiz. khai and imran came down to see me lor!! hahaha. i feel loved. (:
ytd was one fulleton with buddy, shaiful and daniel. they waited for me for 4 hours and didnt complain. (: so sweet nia. but now, i owe them lunch. we'll see when im rich uh. hahaha. ilyas came down to town to meet us for dinner too. second miracle. bused to melville. met babe, hafiz and reiko.
im leaving soon, and i have a long list of things to bring back for those people who decided to give me headache. hahaha. you guys better prepare the money when i come back because i want to spend on my own things as well. idiots. alrighty den. im going to slp now. (:
Good Day
nothing last, nothing.
--xoxo,
aidachew
aidachew
fuck toothaches
Saturday, December 5, 2009 @ 5:47 PM
damn it. my mouth is giving me the worse pain ive had in my 18 yrs of living. ): currently at babe's place. he's at work and coming back soon i hope. i miss you. (: anyhoo, missed school on wed, test on thurs, missed school on fri. self declared holiday. hahaha. followed buddy. hmmm. ytd was swimming in the morning with gwen and sharon. i just realised i do get tanned very easily. damn. stayed at sharon's shop for 12 hrs. new record. simpang with hafiz, babe's place afterwards. (:
im leaving on the 9th at 2am. im going to miss babe alot alot many many deep deep. ): im going to miss alot of people. even if im leaving for three weeks. i mean i want to catch up with people during my sch hols but sadly i wont be in singapore. omg. i dont want to leave so soon. school's a bitch and im stuck with getting my attendance back up.
i know that alot of people wld want to go to the states. ive been going there for the past three yrs but you know, family hols arent all that. i argue with my parents even when im there and it really sucks because its suppose to be a time when a family, acts like one ive been having too many probs happening in my life. be it family, friends. and i really do not need anymore. i miss that life i used to have when problems werent my kind of thing. i cant bring myself to stop worrying bout everything. its instinct now.
it seems like ive lost all those i used to have around me. and i thank those that always have been. im in a position where im giving up on everything. okay, not everything but almost. and it doesnt feel nice at all. i miss that one person that used to make me feel happy and safe no matter how blue my day was. ):
america here i come. a week in houston, a week in orlando, a week in miami. hahaha. im not sure when mummy wants to go to miami in winter. i doubt its going to be any fun. no girls in bikinis, no guys in surf shorts. damn. there goes my chance on seeing nice bodies. all i'll be seeing is people in coats and boots. hahaha. but who's complaining, its a starbucks haven in the states. my daily supply satisfied. (:
Goodbye
aida, stop disappointing people.
--xoxo,
aidachew
aidachew
im fatter. (:
Monday, November 30, 2009 @ 12:33 AM
someone tagged and said ive put on weight. HAHAHA. and i think its good. my mum kept saying i look sickly so i dont think she has a reason to now. =) besides, when you're happier, you tend to gain weight unless you exercise like a bitch which i absolutely do not. hahaha. i love you boyfriend.
anyhoo, i spent my weekend at a serviced apartment at clarke quay. gwen's birthday party. yeah man. two nights away from home, in an environment controlled by you. hahaha. zirca and rebel on the first night, town the next day, night swimming and a drinking session the second night. GWEN, I HAD LOADS OF FUN MAN. hahaha. we must do it again k. LOVE YOU DEEP DEEP UH. =)
well, im done with my script, finally. =) i have sch at 8 tmr. im leaving for the states on the 9th and only coming back on the 28th. omg. im going to miss christmas. sian sia. =( I MISS MY BOYFRIEND. hahaha. okay. im going to be gonefor three weeks, crazy sia. but somehow i cant wait too. houston, orlando and MIAMI, HERE I COME. =)
Goodnight
you make me happy.
--xoxo,
aidachew
aidachew
